“She was on the RPF with me in 1985, so must have been posted there in 1986. Was my twin for a few months. She’s quite a bit older than me, was on Mission Into Time. That smaller picture is not only badly shooped (that’s not her eye color, she has greenish or hazel eyes), but it’s about 40 years old. Janet would be in her 60s now and she looked far older than that with plenty of wrinkles by 1985. OSA Babes? Rily?
‘So many last names on her folders, too. By 1985, she was on her 3rd or 4th marriage. I don’t remember her having any children, either. She was on MIT and told me it was just a treasure hunt. Remember that, Janet? Remember the ‘rock party’ you told me about, firsthand? Remember how you told me how you didn’t personally like L Ron and how he made a fool of himself when he dressed himself all up in his self-awarded medals and strutted out on the deck like a peacock and the locals laughed and threw rocks and he ran out of there and yelled out an order to leave because the place was full of SPs?’
‘Remember how you told me in confidence that you felt terrified of Hubbard? Could that have been your own spiritual reaction to his incredible evil?’
‘Best of all, Janet, do you remember ‘cracking my spirit’ on the horrible Int Rundown? Because that’s what actually happened. That’s what you and that rundown actually did. You nearly fell out of your chair in that session. It scared you out of your mind. That’s what it feels like when you really, really hurt someone spiritually, Janet. Yeh, that’s what it looks like on the emeter. That’s what scientology does to people… sometimes it does it slow, sometimes it does it fast, but that’s what it does.’
‘I was trapped on the RPF and just wanted to leave and raise my family and how evil was that, Janet, how evil is scientology, that instead of letting me go, when every day I was separated from my 5-year old son I was completely torn up inside and miserable, you and that lousy C/S and evil Hubbard instead had a ‘process to run on me’ to ‘handle’ my love and concern for my son and try to break my will to leave and live my own life and raise my son properly instead of in that abusive Cadet Org and Sea Org?’
‘I know you’ve never seen or experienced anything like that before in scn and probably never again so I know – absolutely – that you remember that session. Black scientology. that RPF, that Int Rundown, the reaction you saw (and felt) was the pure evil of the process itself breaking a mother’s heart. Pure mental torture designed to break others’ will. You feared it at the time, remember? ‘
‘Be afraid, be very afraid. You are in the devil’s lair and working as its instrument.’
‘Oh I know you remember, Janet Weiland. You’ve done enough harm. Leave us alone. Leave scientology and maybe, just maybe some of your original spirit and compassion might recover some day.’
‘I remember when you still had some of that. I remember when you still had a bit of your true self left and weren’t a complete tool for the monstrous machine of scientology.”